“auditory hallucinations”

phantom of the opera

the opera of silent screams

tension
fear

can’t understand what i hear

shattering glass screaming at me
what the fuck did i do to deserve this, please tell me

voices without owners yelling and cussing
the whole time they’re mind fucking

and i can’t get away
holding on for a brighter day

wanting to slash my wrists
so stressed, so pissed

Dear God, get me out of this mess

ill

i haven’t been healthy as far as i can tell. i have been paranoid lots. in the past 3 or 4 days i’ve thought taco bell was poking fun at me in their commercials, i’ve thought a ted video was trying to insult me, and i even feel like i’ve ticked off the president so much that he is making fun of me when he is a quality person and would not pick on one citizen to “go after” at all. not to mention there are people a lot worse than i am - i just type out my thoughts, and right or wrong as they may be, they’re still just my thoughts. i even thought i telepathically heard the president tell me he doesn't need or want me to support him. this is what my illness does to me.